Messages from Isis – a meditation breakthrough
I have working on my meditations intensely for the last month, with increasing success. I believe I mentioned, in a previous post, that I have been seeing what I thought may be the godess Isis during my meditations, but she had not yet spoken to me to confirm. That is, until Thursday, May6th, 2010. The experience of this meditation is what I will share with you today.
My meditation began much as any other had. Using my current favorite guided meditation by Lilou Mace (below) I relaxed into a comfy chair in my office and surrendered myself to the visuals of the meditation. At one point in the meditation Lilou tells you there is a light ahead of you on the path. Having done this meditation many times previously, I know that she continues on to say that it is beginning to take shape. Before I can even get to that part, WOOSH! She was right there, by my side, and talking (what seemed like) a mile a minute!
She was wearing a silver-blue, slick looking, iridescent, skin tight, full length, dress that flared slightly at the bottom. Her extremely tall, cone shaped headdress was of the same color and material as her dress. The dress almost had the appearance of scales. Her hair was all gathered into the headdress, but I knew from previous visions of her that her hair is jet black, shiny and perfectly straight. Her skin, a golden brown color, seemed to glow. Before I could even ask, she confirmed that she was indeed Isis, which she pronounced as if eye-sis. I bulked at this pronunciation as I know from my research that this is not the pronunciation of her name. The most accepted (by scholars) pronunciation appears to be (as if) ee-set, or a-set, but the true pronunciation was probably closer to eye-see. When I attempted to protest she promptly cut me off and told me “names do not matter.” She suggested that I was getting too hung up on details, and that doing so would be a hindrance to my progress. I gathered that she thought it wise to simply surrender to the pronunciation now common to free myself of this burden. She proceeded to tell me that she was the world, all in it, all of creation, and creator. I asked what was above her and she replied “the purity of energy from whence we all came.”
Excited by the clear vision and audio of this experience, I attempted to gather my thoughts to ask the questions I have been burning to ask. “What is happening to me? What am I becoming?” I inquired. She answered with the cryptic response of “You are, have been, and are becoming, a goddess.” I was uncertain what to make of this statement, but decided to make a mental note of it for future pondering and move on as I didn’t know how long the connection would remain as intense as it was at that moment. 
“Was I you?” came the next question, unbidden, from my lips. “No, but our energies merged fully in the life that you were my High Priestess.” This statement reminded me of a statement made by a friend a week or so earlier. She told me that during a past life I fully merged with the goddess Isis. She said that there was (if I remember correctly) “no difference between your energy and that of the goddess.” Still processing the huge amount of energy I had already been given, I continued “Who was I… before?” Without hesitation she said “Astarte.” Being familiar with the goddess chant, and involved in the business that I am involved in, I recognized the name, but realized I knew absolutely nothing of this person/being. All I knew was that she was an ancient goddess. Despite the fact that she had already said as such, I reeled from this revelation. Sensing I had much to learn in a short amount of time, I was forced to save my astonishment for a later time.
“What am I supposed to do?” Reiterating a message I had received from Athena in a previous session, “Learn and teach, teach and learn.”
Me: “What should my areas of focus be?”
Isis: “The cards. Cultivate a deep understanding of the cards. Become proficient in astrology and numerology. Go deeply, deeply into the cards.”
She then launched into a monologue, providing precious information and confirmation to subjects on my mind.
Please Note: the following is not for little eyes, aka children, or for those uncomfortable discussing sexuality.
Isis: “In your incarnations you are nearly always female, and nearly always deeply involved with religion and/or spirituality.” This confirmed information provided earlier by Athena, and greatly explains the tremendous draw I feel to such subjects. “Being of earth goddess energy, you are tremendously sexual. The act of love making generates life force energy. You create this energy and release it into the world, helping to sustain life and fuel growth and rebirth, and fuel your light work. You recharge your soul batteries through sex. Your partner must fuel the fire. As a creator goddess you need to fuel your passions in order to create. This is also necessary to maintain mental stability.”
Me: “What about my husband?”
Isis: “You are meant to be together to foster one anothers growth and to teach.”
Me: “What is my purpose?”
Isis: ”Raise awareness and understanding.”
Me: “Will I have more children?”
This time her answer was not as clear or direct. ”The concern is the distraction an infant would create. Distraction from your purpose.” So I suppose I am not to know yet, or perhaps it is not yet determined. Maybe a lesson I need to learn first, I a truth to come to terms with prior to receiving an answer?
After the last question she kissed me gently, but firmly, on the lips and with one last statement “Connect and touch” (hands on healing maybe?) she was gone.
I am glad to be able to share this story, and welcome the stories, experiences, and input of others. Have a blessed day!
~Anyanka
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